2:14 A.M. — ENTRY #1

...Here’s what he can never, ever know:

Even if I escape...I'll never be free. Not after what he's done to me. He promised to break me; he already has.

Because when I leave, I’m taking him with me.

Oh, not literally.

But now that I've been with him...I'll never truly be free of him. The ghost of what could have been between us, if only he'd let me in, will haunt my dreams. I'll feel his hands tangled in my hair, his hungry mouth on mine., moving down my body...

My whole life, people saw what they wanted to see. An obedient drone. A pawn to be traded. The quiet girl who kept her head down.

Gino looked at me and saw a worthy opponent. He saw a woman who’d rather bleed than bend—and instead of trying to break me, he wanted every last bit of my fight. He wanted to possess all of me, to devour me - my mind, my body, my passion.

I can put a thousand miles between us. I can change my name and disappear into a crowd.

But no matter where I run, he's ruined me for any other man.

Because you don't just forget the only man who looked at the real you in the dark... and didn't flinch.

It would be bad enough if Gino knew that I have an escape plan. But if he knew that he'd ruined me already - then he's won this brutal war.

CAN OLIVIA SURVIVE A YEAR WITH THE ENFORCER?

She thinks she’s playing a game of survival. He’s playing a game of total possession.

Classified: Olivia's Notebook